I just don't know why the past won't just stay where it belongs. My ex that I haven't been with for like 7 years now just for some reason like clock work every year he shows up. But this year it's been more. Got the surprise I didn't want when I opened the front door today and yesterday. Dude begging me to be with him again. That he wants a chance to fix what I know is beyond repair. This dude is a narcissist of the worst kind. I will admit that with him it feels good to see him beg. That I have the upper hand I know it's not right. But I was good as gold to this dude and he beat me down Physically and emotionally for years. Got me down. At the river wondering. About so. Many things. Wondering if illegal get back the love that I've given. Or am I meant to be alone. Which I have no problem with I love myself enough to be okay with myself. extra sized items with sleeves to wear for the wedding